Recourse

In all that comes along with marriage--good and bad--I am so fortunate to have the support of my wife. Presented to me is a seemingly seldom precidented opportunity. Without any tangible experience, I've been given the chance to pursue my dream full time. She, sometimes without understanding, celebrates with me in the smallest success and consoles me in great failure. And, I do find myself often in failure.

note to self...I cannot squander such a gift. I have no other recourse than to work through fear. To that end, if I am seen in public without the company of family I am at work. There is no room at the moment for leisure. All of my energy must be efforted toward repayment of such favor and I can think no other currency for such repayment, beyond love & success.